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Birthing New Dimensions

3/25/2020

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We are living in exceptional times.
My private life has been mirroring this.
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I prefer to have no secrets in my life.
So I am going to tell you a very personal story.
First, I want to share with you that I am pregnant. We are thrilled with my 5 year old daughter! She is soooo excited about this new life growing within me.  It is truly a magical journey and I feel very very blessed. 
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PHOTO: My Altar from a Feminine Power Drum-making Course with Tuija Sahi (Awonawilona)
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​This child was conceived in a passionate, cosmic love affair that came into my life in December, that took me completely by surprise. I had in fact already declared my self an 'Earth Sexual' as I didn't really feel the need to have a man in my life. But here he was.
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He wanted to get married and have children, right away. Now I have never been the marrying type…  But here I was, quite unexpectedly immersed in larger than life love. Ok, said my intuition, let’s go for it!! And so we did. And I got pregnant very fast. Just before turning 43. This was huge.
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PHOTO: My drum frame with a pregnant woman - anointed with sacred water drops.

Being the powerful woman that I am, we soon found out that I was triggering his worst fears and traumas... As a healer, I am not going to go with half truths or dysfunctional patterns. The truth has to come forth. But it can be extremely confronting, scary and disorienting. So he pulled away.

He was too confused and afraid to face the situation we now were in. This is not for everyone. There are eruptions and earthquakes that come through me. I shake and question the status quo to renew and expand. And he was not prepared for the full power that moves through me. Bless his soul. He felt the only way for him was to escape this whole situation. 
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PHOTO: My new drum, The Source of Deep Consciousness

So how does this relate to the situation we are facing in the world right now? What have I learned through this process that I now see reflected in the collective?
We have to face our fears.
We must become aware of the situation fully.
We need to get in touch with all that is alive within us.

And then, rise above it all to see the Bigger Picture.
And from there, making our decisions.

Aware of the circumstances but NOT directed by fear.
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PHOTO: My reindeer skin for the drum with a Womb Space. (Photo: Tuija Sahi)

It has been a bit of a rollercoaster ride for sure! Only in a few months time, from falling madly in love into getting pregnant into having the man escaping and then... having to face the new situation of being a single mother of possibly two children.  Yes, there were moments of grief, anger and disappointment. Yes, there was even that fear of survival, of how would  I ever manage this. But I am guided by forces much stronger than that! 

So I have made a 'survival plan' for getting the basics covered. I have reached out asked for help and received it. The fear is gone and the JOY IS RISING!!! I feel blessed and happy about this situation now. Nothing happens by accident and this is very much guided. This child has a special mission in this world and I am open for his arrival. We are here for him.

What I am realising is that this new situation
will require me to step up to a new level,
both as a mother, as a woman and as a healer. 
I feel this is what is asked of us all, now. After feeling the fear and facing the situation you are now in, that THE WHOLE WORLD is now in, who are you becoming as a result of all this? If all of this was happening for a greater reason, what would it be? 
Are you going to let your fears dictate your path?
Or are you going to RISE UP, into the new, elevated version of yourself? 
The illusion of separation is gone. The illusion of 'life as usual' is gone. There is no 'as usual' and the world will continue to turn and transform. The world is ALIVE and we must learn to move with the flows of life. 
We are birthing New Dimensions of Existence.
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The old structures are falling.
In the creation process we might not see the end goal,
but TRUST the process and take one step at a time.

We can do this. We must and we will.
The New Generations are coming in
​and the world will never be the same.
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PHOTO: signs in the crystal

After finishing my new drum I bought a crystal from Awonawilona, the teacher. Only on my way back home, in the bus, I saw that there was Mother Mary with a child in it! With her crown and her long dress, sitting gracefully. As if bringing me a message of this Sacred Child arriving with peace and blessings: ''You are safe and you are protected. Have no fear. You are guided and loved. '' 

This crystal stands as my little altar now, at home. It was a miracle for me, having her appear like this. The signs are there, be open for the guidance you are receiving! And trust it. 

Take good care of yourself.
Stay safe and healthy.
Connect with your Inner Peace daily.


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If you need help in releasing fear, please reach out to me.
​Here is a video for you to get started:



So much love
and infinite blessings
from my soul to yours,


​Meri
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