This year has truly been transformational, as I wrote in January. Though I had no idea yet what was to come, I could feel it. I have since then bought a little white house on the Finnish /Swedish border where I originally come from. Everything started unfolding in a new way after this move, and this change already has had huge impact as my base is now completely reorganised. I have also reclaimed my semi-nomadic life style, despite being a house owning single mom.
One peculiar thing is that though I still live in a rather remote place (not the one pictured above!), people are streaming in, near and far, physically and energetically, and new connections are being created at the same time as existing connections are going through some high vibrating upgrades! Holy wow. One such upgrade happened just last week as I was asked to create a wedding ceremony in the desert for two very special friends. This experience worked it's magic like a charm and through this process, not only my friends got their Unique Universes Unified, I felt I went through yet another initiation as well, a new portal. Balancing the masculine and the feminine energies, with creative magic as our guide, with a Full Moon Drum and soil from the birthplaces of the man and the woman we wove a web of pure, new potentiality to come forth. I was honoured to be the Creatrix of their Ceremony.
The desert on Full Moon is indescribably powerful. To spend 3 nights under it's spell, especially during these otherwise turbulent times, was beyond what I have ever experienced before. The beauty, the magic, the past, present and future of human kind.... moving through as visions, inklings, understanding beyond logic. I also had my moon time on the full moon and for the first time, offered my blood back to Mother Earth. This being the land of Israel, the birth place of all the biggest religions, where stories have been written for some of the oldest books we still read... this holy and conflicted land. To claim my Goddess Essence there felt like embodying the Essence of the Sacred Female as the old structures based in patriarchy were made obsolete. Like a Rebel Goddess of all the silenced women finally free to express her full essence without hiding or excuses or fear of persecution. The Radiant Sun and the Full Moon, aligned with Mother Earth to empower this initiation. I felt blessed beyond measure and at the same time, realised on a deeper level the responsibility bestowed on me, through this power, in unleashing my full potential in service for Human Kind and this Planet. I am a Goddess Rising and I claim my sovereignty as one. Under the open skies, bare footed, embraced by the silky, ancient sand and balmy desert air, the Creative Essence of All Life felt very close, benevolent and generous. What a gracious gift! I am forever in awe for this Living Wisdom.
This was a life changing event and I still linger in the mystery of it all. And yet there was more to come: after those 3 transformational days and nights in the depth, the silence, the purity and power of the desert, I parted from the wedding whirlwinds and visited a dear in friend and her family. I also had the chance to give a concert and a workshop for the first time in Israel.
Leaving you with a little taste of the inner processes that has been in motion for a while now, I offer you this short clip from our concert. It is a song to honour the hearts of muslim mother's throughout the world. The eye on Fatima's Hand is crying... There is no protection from all the evil present in our world at this time... but as we Unify our Inner Universes beyond cultures, beyond religions and belief systems, we can find that transformational power of the Human Heart. Heart to heart, soul to soul. There is no other way to find peace. This song is an example of my Vocal Mosaics (all live recorded voices) and what I have decided to call Global World Music.
From my weeping, celebrating, deeply grateful and constantly transforming heart to yours.